Silence....

Written by my dearest friend Sara Abd El Razik... She Simply said it all ... " Silence is sometimes the most eloquent attitude to express all what you feel and think of. To state a fact, be ready to find almost nobody around you understanding or appreciating this silence. The conversation that happens during your moments of silence are basically between you, yourself and you "significant others" whom you wish they'd be part of the conversation. In my silent modes, I see lines of thoughts flowing in the air...I see and hear crowds...even in the emptiest places of all...everything inside me and around me is busy. In my silent modes I see the past and the future...I amend pictures and I rearrange events...I draw "what if" scenarios and evaluate possible outcomes. In my silent modes...I express whatever I want to say in it's clearest terms...I wouldn't be any better if I decided to speak them out. In my silent modes...I am sometimes an angel and other times a devil...I can be a child...I can be a lover...I am sometimes a sinner and a sometimes a saint...I am what I want to be...whatever the moment dictates. In my silent modes...I love you...and i hate you...I blame you and I forgive you....I want you and I would never get back with you...I smile and I frown...I laugh and I cry with and without tears...I am a weak character with strong pillars of weakness... In my silent modes...I experience real vacuum. I breath in vacuum...I cry in vacuum...I feel intangible tears and sorrow...I sometimes hear unjustified laughter and feel unjustified strength. In my silent modes...Please do not disturb...but you always do."